-trust-

(English text after the Norwegian text).

Poem Norwegian blogger trust orkidedatterart

Hun kommer aldri til å stole på deg.

Det er ikke din skyld.

Hun kan ha tiltro til folk utenfor min komfortsone.

Hun mestrer ikke å ha tro på noen i nære relasjoner.

Hun har blitt for mye brukt og såret.

Det er så vondt, utrolig vondt.

Vis henne din nåde.

Kanskje en sommerfugl ikke skal være i bur.

En sommerfugl skal fly hvorhen den vil.

Hun vil ikke være om du tenker på å dra.

Hun vil ikke bli jukset med.

Hun vil ikke bli jugd for.

Hun kan ikke stole på deg.

Du er det vakreste mennesket hun vet om.

Det gjør så vondt.

Å føle på sorgen i sitt hjerte over noe hun har.

Hun har noe verdifult som ingen andre har.

Du hjelper henne å holde hodet over vannet.

Når dagen gryr klarer hun ikke å elske deg.

Om natten er hun bare din.

Da lever hun.

For hvert pust det svir i hele henne.

Hun finner ikke fred.

Hun håper ikke hun mister dine avtrykk som du etterlater deg.

Hun trenger deg ved sin side.

Men hun kan ikke stole på deg.

Hun får det ikke til.

Alt er vondt og det er ikke din feil.

Hun kan ikke føle din hjerterytme.

Du tar alltid pusten fra henne.

Hun er trist.

Det er ikke noe du kan gjøre.

Deres flamme vare ikke evig alikevel.

Det er som hun blekner.

Men hun kan ikke leve uten deg heller.

Hun dør innvendig når hun tenker på deg.

Alltid en liten del av henne er knyttet alltid med et lite stykke av deg.

Hjerteknusende, hver side opp og ned.

Alle arrene du legger igjen i hennes hjerte.

Innvendig blomstrer hun som et spøkelse.

Du knuser hjertet hennes og hun har ingen svar.

Tårene er hennes ord som ikke hennes munn kan fortelle.

Mennesker glemmer aldri hvordan du fikk dem til å føle seg.

Det er ikke din skyld.

Den jenta er et rot.

-Orkidedatter-

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-TRUST-

She will never trust you.

It’s not your fault.

She can trust people outside her comfort zone.

She don’t master having faith in someone in close relationships.

She has been overused and wounded.

It’s hurt so bad, incredibly painful.

Show her your grace.

Maybe a butterfly should not be in cages.

A butterfly will fly wherever it wants.

She don’t want to be if you are thinking about leaving.

She will not be cheated with.

She do not want to be lied to.

She can’t trust you.

You are the most beautiful person she know.

It hurts so bad.

To feel the grief in her heart over something she has.

She has something valuable that no one else has.

You help her keep her head above the water.

When the day comes, she can’t love you.

At night her are just yours.

Then she feels alive.

For every breath it stings all over her.

She can’t find peace.

She hope she do not lose your imprints that you leave behind.

She need you by her side.

But she can’t trust you.

She just can’t make it.

Everything is hurting and it is not your fault.

She can’t feel your heartbeat.

You always take her breath away.

She is broken.

There is nothing you can do.

Their flame didn’t last forever anyway.

It’s like her fading.

But she can’t live without you either.

She die inside when she think of you.

She try to get you out of her mind.

Ever little part of her is soulved with ever little peace of you.

Heartbreaking, each side up and down.

All the scars you leave in her heart.

Inside, she bloom like a ghost.

You break her heart and she has no answer.

Tears are her words that her mouth can’t tell.

People never forget how you made them feel.

It’s not your fault.

That girl is a mess.

-Orkidedatter-

26 kommentarer om “-trust-

  1. I felt her pain through from the first word to the last. I feel for her, perhaps, loving her with no strings or conditions attached, standing by her no matter the stat, to give her a love that is not just one of a kind but the only kind, is the best thing one could strive towards doing to their last breath, for her. What a beautiful read, loved it. – Cezane

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    1. Thank you so much🦋 you have the most beautiful way of describing the feelings. I think it’s wonderful and it makes me so happy what I write touches your heart and soul, that is the way I interprets your amazing words in this feedback. I really appreciate your read an time🦋
      -Lillian-

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  2. I could feel your heartache, Lillian, through every single word. No, butterflies do not belong in cages and for this I relate. Your painting took my breath away. The way you interpreted this butterfly with most of the colors outside of it intrigues me. Beautiful and mysterious and soft and sooooooo feminine. I applaud your efforts here. Wow! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

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    1. Thank you so much🦋you have the most beautiful way of describing your feelings I think it’s wonderful and it makes me so happy what I write touches your heart and soul, it is the way I interpret it❤️and the way you describe my art means more to me than you can imagine.
      Bless you, and again, thank you🦋 I hope you have a lovely day.

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    1. Hello hello, my friend and thank you for asking, that makes me happy🦋Yes, I am fine, and I have a lovely day with my family on our cabin❤️I understand well you asking. How can I put it… I love to write from my soul and deep in my heart and everything gets much better afterwards. I probably have a lot to write about, and I am grateful that I can express it in my poems. It’s as if my soul and heart are healing if you understand🦋
      Thank you so much Ilona, I really appreciate YOU❤️I know you know that, and you give me so much joy to my heart, thank for you are you, so kind, nice and wonderful and caring with so much love❤️🦋

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